They say that
when you don't know what to do, just follow your heart.

What if your heart doesn't know what to do and where to go?

Currently Reading The Notebook By Nicholas Sparks see related

So the big exam is over... for now.
I would soon have to do a second time.
I was really disappointed and depressed at first, but later on,
I guess I finally learned that things don't always be the way you want them to be.
Yes, I got a low score.  But what can I do about it?
Who can I blame?
I can only blame myself for dozing off (kinda) in the middle of the test.
Maybe I knew that I was going to do a bad job.
I just didn't care back then.
I don't know what has gotten into me.
I can't believe I actually dozed off!!!!  During the test!
(Somebody shoot me, please)

Well, now that the sadness gone (sorta),
I should start over again. (Actually, I started on Monday already)
I'm ready to take another chance!

Silence

Some words cannot be said out loud.
Some words have to be kept as secrets.
Somtimes you just have to hide your true feelings for good.
Being silent is all I can do.....

Currently Reading Shadowland (The Mediator, Book 1) By Meg Cabot see related

So, sup, guys?

Nothing new now cuz all we do is study.  I hate middle school (well, grade three) is all I can say.... ><

Gonna type some lyrics... ENJOY READING THEM!

When There was Me and You

It's funny when you find yourself looking from the outside
I'm standing here, but all I want is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe miracles could happen
Cuz now I have to pretend that I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
My dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody that I heard you singing
And when you smiled, you made me feel like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-bes, and once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star just don't come true
Cuz now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I like the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that I could be so blind
It's like you were floating while I was falling
And I didn't mind
Because I like view

I thought you felt it, too
When there was me and you

Grade three in junior high is like..... so "ohmigoshly" busy and tiring...  It's like, you never get enough sleep.  Okay, maybe it's because I do things slowly...  but whatever.  I just hope to get a long vacation.  Last time when we had 5 days off, I had to study for the exam, so I didn't have much relaxing time. *sigh

I'm gonna have a race in the afternoon.  Damn nervous!!!!  Hope I can do well...

That's it for now.  See ya all!